Hey! Um, friends? Okay, might as well say it, I feel like Ive abandoned you! Not my fault though. Read on dear followers!
Warning!
This is the start of a major rant about the horrors of my life, if you dont want to read it, its okay with me!

Now! Have a cookie!!!

Bessy(my computer) is alive. Now before you get all jumpy, I have to tell you that there is pretty much no way I can get internet out here!!! They discontinued our dialup about three months ago and were too far out to get high speed so I am completely screwed. Yup, screwed! Now, on to the more woes of my life. Bessy was alive, yes, was. Shes dead again, actually, she died about an hour ago when I was writing an SGA fanfic. Oooooh, woe is me! So not only did I lose the work on my fic, but I lost Bessy too. But, after she died the first time, Ive gotten quite backup happy, so nothing was lost except for a few SGA screenshots. Speaking of Stargate Atlantis, I just finished watching the last of the fifth season (got the boxset at Wallmart) and now am crying in my fruit loops. The greatest show ever made, killed for 90210 In Space, AKA Stargate Universe. *spits on universes name*. Oooooh, and yes, I must tell you about the other wonders of my now dead desktop. The screen is blue, well not blue blue, just blue tinted so I have no idea what any colors are at all, uh, the front USB port is dead so I have to get down on my hands and knees and go digging for a rear port, Oh! And recently, my SD card port died too! So I cant even look at my horse photos!!
Ohhhhhh! Woe is me!! Also, aside from the Motherboard frying, I think the video card was going too! You see, I dont play many computer games, in fact the only one I have on my hard drive aside from Black Hawk Down (good game) is The Sims2. And you guessed it! I cant even play that either because the damn thing dies after about ten minutes! Arg!!! It cant even handle my screen saver which is a replica of the Atlantis mainframe screen!!! And it was so cool!!!! So here I sit, one window at the petition to save Atlantis and the other on dA, writing this. Theres an old guy who keeps farting to my left and a teenaged girl who just CANT put down her cellphone to my right. I hate the library
I cant even read my SGA fanfics because their content filter blocks Fanfiction.net!!!! I found the laptop that I want, but its 500 bucks, so dont expect that to happen anytime soon, considering the fact that I dont have a job. I know my parents would get me one if they could, but at the time, shelling out 500 to get me a computer is out of the question. Another woe of this month, is that the Stargate Atlantis book that I ordered, Brimstone, was supposed to come out on july 3rd, but its been bumped ahead to January 6th! January! Of next year!!! So yeah, welcome to my life!!!Whhhhhhhyyyyyyyy!?!?!
Okay, end of rant. If youve stuck with it this long, than I have new found respect for you.

Okay, um, well I guess my life isnt as bad as it could be
I finally got my own e-mail account!

Yay me!! Catwink42@yahoo.com I also joined a few SGA fansites and am still photographing me model horses! Im in the process of sewing a camouflage skirt to wear with my combat boots
Yes, Im strange
I also love P-90s and M-60! Huzzah for machineguns! Im working on my first really long Stargate Atlantis fanfic. Ive got around thirty thousand words down so far, so, maybe if I do in fact finish it, Ill post it. And right now I have about 300 messages to answer. Ill do my best to answer as many ass I can, but Ive only got about thirty minutes left before I get kicked off
I also wanted to thank you guys for not giving up on me, even though I am now reduced to a internet -less puddle of tears
You guys are awesome!!!:headbang; I just wanted you to know that every comment and fave means a lot to me. *pats heart* Thanks
Yeah
I need a cookie. *walks off in search of cookie* *looks back at the kid thats eyeing my computer* Noooooo!!!! You shall not have it!!!
Life isnt fair, its just fairer than death. Princess Bride, good movie.~ John Sheppard from The Return part 1.